After awhile the loneliness starts to get to you. It starts making you think and wonder why on earth you are this lonely? Why you have noone there and why it feels like you have noone when you need them most. It makes you start to wonder why noone wants to spend thoose cold dark days cuddled up to you doing nothing. It’s makes you ask yourself why you feel the way you feel? Do you even know how you feel for certain? It makes you forget what can make you happy; It makes you lose control on all your other emotions until there’s nothing there anymore. It makes you feel numb and still. Even to the touch you can’t feel it, like your a million miles away from your body. Like you are not even you anymore. Your soul and body have separated and it’s so hard to connect them again.